Lulu Land
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- Dec 22, 2020
- 11
Today I woke up with the sense that, it's not really Christmas. Now I know that sounds stupid, but everything is just an emptiness feeling for me. Not to mention my brother just said he wished I were dead. The only thing I do feel happy about is that I'm finally able to bring myself to speak to my s/o again. Besides that, the rest of this holiday season has mainly been met with dread. But I know nothing can truly help it as I've used my (healthy) coping methods numerous of times to the point that they know longer work. I guess I'll be stuck here on this lonely Christmas,
But to anyone out there who celebrates the holidays, happy holidays! And if you don't, happy early new year! And if you don't even celebrate that, then I wish you a happy rest of the year <3
But to anyone out there who celebrates the holidays, happy holidays! And if you don't, happy early new year! And if you don't even celebrate that, then I wish you a happy rest of the year <3