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Terrible_Life_99

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Worndown

Worndown

Illuminated
Mar 21, 2019
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We rely on each other for mutual support on a national level. Or we did..
The "lifers" could care less about us as individuals. We are a win or loss on their scorecard. They are all about the win, even if temporary.
You must need good numbers to get whatever you perceive as the reward.
 
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this is beautiful, such a gentle way to go
fuck the government
 
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This is the way. Imagine dying and eating chocolate at the same time, surrounded by loved ones. Oh God. What a beautiful way to go.

This N thing is amazing. Apparently food doesn't interfere with it. No vomiting.So peaceful.
 
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tulero

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completly painless, wish we all have access to that without having to face with stupid bureocracy or a govt telling you what you can or cannot do
 
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She said that the taste is disgusting ) This thing is definitely better than SN, but I'd rather choose nitrogen or NOS instead )
 
WishfulNeanderthal

WishfulNeanderthal

Wishing for better times
Apr 18, 2025
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Man...this looks an amazing way to go out, sure its bitter but i've surely tasted far worse stuff. Only difference i would make here is i'd want to be surrounded by my family, in a forest or a glade or alike. That would be amazing.
 
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Britney Spears

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I don't have an opinion, maximum envy
 
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May 21, 2025
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This is the way. Imagine dying and eating chocolate at the same time, surrounded by loved ones. Oh God. What a beautiful way to go.

This N thing is amazing. Apparently food doesn't interfere with it. No vomiting.So peaceful.
Vomiting is still possible when taken orally, it's an overdose, anti-emetics are still strongly recommended. But there seems to be dramatically less nausea and chance of vomiting than the alternatives.

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The funny thing is, having easily accessible and painless death like this would likely make less people commit suicide. Knowing you have an easy and peaceful out any time you want would make many people less hopeless and suicidal and more likely to take risks and make the effort to improve their lives.

Simply having an alternative option can radically alter one's perspective.

The people who really want to die are still going to find a way to kill themselves, just in increasingly worse ways. C'mon goverment, stop being stupid.
 
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Why would you die when you could have seven decades of jumping through hoops every single second of every single day and ending up almost insane and broken beyond repair
 
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Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
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In a civilized society we all should have the possibility to to leave this place peacefully and with dignity like the old woman did in this video. Unfortunately governments see their population literally just as human recourses. We have to suffer because the governments want us to pay taxes and work.

if i'm suffering extreme torture or soon will be i can't take Nembutal to escape from that hell. why not ? because they made Nembutal a crime . also me hiring someone to aid me in that escape with suicide they made it a crime . everything guaranteed painless they made it a crime like suicide booths like sarco, fentanyl , heroin , morphine etc.. nothing is more evil than that . to keep people suffrering extremely that don't want to be here suffering or just don't want to be here against their will.

they stole that right from all of us. they stole our right to painlessly move away from extreme suffering

for 20 years there was even Nembutal online . they arrested D from N from D 3.5 years ago.

people were ordering Nembutal online in early 2022 from N from D

it was delivered to your house


they stole our right to move away from suffering which is the most important right. they also stole the right to personal individual autonomy and choice of when to leave this hell . to even own your own body . these are the most important rights.

why is it the business of these government monsters if i want to take Nembutal to kill myself ? im not affecting anyone else by killing these monstrous cells they call a human body i'm inprioned in that is a torture chamber.

even some of the comments on that WPD video are good and i agree with this one good comment :

"This type of stuff should be legal everywhere. I've seen three loved ones die from horrific terminal illnesses, and it's horrifying to watch. I think if anyone is A. Going to die from their illness anyway, or B. Has a 100% chance of lifelong, excruciating pain. If so, then they should be allowed to end things on their own terms, peacefully, cleanly, and with people they love with them.
Things like this need to be legal in every single country for the aforementioned circumstances, I think everyone should have the right to not suffer, and to control their life to the end."

i agree partially with that comment. not only if they are suffering but for any reason an adult should have the right to purchase Nembutal or to hire someone to aid them with suicide for any reason no need to explain to anyone . do i need to explain to anyone or file applications or permits if i want to buy a different kind of smart phone? why is that any different it is my choice to leave this hell just because i want to exit , i hate existence life and this world but. i would never want to exist under any circumstances
 
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Terrible_Life_99

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I will die by hanging and I planned everything I could but I just have to say it. Hanging is such an inhumane way to die. The way people look after they're found its just sad. Also the movements of the body while unconscious….
the way how the old woman died is the best way I could imagine. Falling asleep slowly and peacefully.
I wish so much that I could know what happened after she died or also directly after becoming unconscious. Did she saw the scene from the outside? Did her soul go to another place? Unfortunately no one has the answer for this question.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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That is all I want, all I want is to peacefully cease existing and never suffer in this dreadful, cruel and torturous existence ever again, in this existence I always saw as a mistake non-existence is the only relief for me and is just all I wish and hope for. I see so much cruelty in how I cannot just have the option to die peacefully that is guaranteed, I always suffer so much from existing in this horrific anti-suicide world where the suffering and torture of existing is seen as to force and prolong no matter what.
 
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Ch4in3dcr0w

if u ever see me happy just kill me
Jun 21, 2025
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This is so sad and beautiful at the same time i wish i could go out like that listening to music just peacefully dying with the help of proffesionals who would make it as peaceful as possible.I wish in the future that for those who chooses to CTB death will be peaceful like this.
Much love to everyone here 🤗
 
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Terrible_Life_99

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The woman made her decision. She was so confident. Without any si she just drank it all and then had her final chocolate. She seemed to enjoy the chocolate. I couldn't see any fear. Now imagine she had to do it the way we have to end it. Of course we all have si, its absolutely normal. We will have to end our lives in such terrible ways.
 
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