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OnMyLast Legs

OnMyLast Legs

Too many regrets
Oct 29, 2024
395
One notable thing about suicidality is how your world shrinks down. I used to fancy myself a budding intellectual and thought my head would be full of books and theories and arguments and analyses. Now I have to admit I know just about nothing about how the world works. I'm not trying to learn or even thinking about starting to learn. Higher-order thought is just gone. It's like I knocked down the Jenga tower. In a successful life, thought grows, more insight is gained, everything builds on itself. For me it all crashed into rubble. My only thought is that I want to stop feeling pain.
 
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rustcohle4life

rustcohle4life

I'm bad at parties
Mar 16, 2025
362
It's like why would i want to know more about this shithole anyway. Crappy destination 0/10 do not recommend. That's my rating when i leave.
 
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WeepingWorm

WeepingWorm

negative value
Jun 30, 2025
55
Wisdom is vanity for the wise and the fool both meet the same end, and much knowledge increases sorrow.
 
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itsgone2

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Sep 21, 2025
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. I used to fancy myself a budding intellectual and thought my head would be full of books and theories and arguments and analyses. Now I have to admit I know just about nothing about how the world works.
This. I tried. I learned the things my company asked me too. I tried adding in soft skills. Though I knew a lot. Now I look around and see I don't know shit. Literally. It's like everything changed overnight. wtf happened
 
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Nightfoot

Mage
Aug 7, 2025
502
"It's okay to be smart….It's okay to not be smart…..The more you know, the less you like it."—Frank Zappa
 
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