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ineed2die

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Feb 15, 2024
16
I'm honestly so damn lame. Not only is my life super uninteresting, but I don't have any love for art.

Music, movies, video games, it feels like torture to sit down and experience any of them. There is no common ground with other people. I'll try and make small-talk with people, but I simply don't care about anything. The only thing that really gives me dopamine to talk about is drugs and animals.


I knew from a young age that I was lesser than. I remember being fifteen and mentioning in class how I knew I was just a basic, run of the mill, NPC-type person. A fellow classmate of mine was like "oh my god noo thats not true im sorry you feel that way."

I'm just worthless, I should not exist.
 
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MatrixPrisoner

MatrixPrisoner

Enlightened
Jul 8, 2023
1,482
I see a career in veterinary medicine in your future.
 
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ineed2die

Member
Feb 15, 2024
16
I see a career in veterinary medicine in your future.
Let's just keep it real, I don't have a future. I've been suicidal for more than a decade at this point, and only now I have access to firearms. My time is limited.
 
BlackEyedDog

BlackEyedDog

Mage
May 6, 2024
520
drugs and animals sound pretty interesting to me. nothing says u have to be interested in music or movies and whatnot.
 
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FujoshiNeet

FujoshiNeet

✌️ you are mentally ill ✌️
Jan 21, 2024
105
Idk man. Drugs and animals absolutely pique my interest.