Samuel
Wise
- Apr 25, 2018
- 243
What do you guys do with your time? Other than research suicide.
What do you guys do with your time? Other than research suicide.
I work fulltime and find it very difficult due to the long 12 hour shifts and crippling anxiety I'm suffering at the moment.
I feel like resigning and living off my savings, hoping the money will last until I ctb.
I go through these thoughts every day, too.
I couldn't help but examine the building as a potential jumping station. It's tall enough to kill someone I think but the location is just terrible and good luck getting to the top without being noticed. And the building design is such that you would probably hit onto a surface way before you hit the ground, effectively shortening the distance to travel. Man I wonder what my bosses would think if they knew what my brain was up to in that place.
Work full time. Man earlier today the company was hosting a workshop at this new hotel and while I was there I couldn't help but examine the building as a potential jumping station. It's tall enough to kill someone I think but the location is just terrible and good luck getting to the top without being noticed. And the building design is such that you would probably hit onto a surface way before you hit the ground, effectively shortening the distance to travel. Man I wonder what my bosses would think if they knew what my brain was up to in that place.
Yeah it's a tough call to make.
I figure if I resign before I ctb, it will make it easier because I won't have to ask for more time off work.
I just know it will screw them over though because they are having trouble covering shifts as it is.
I have access to the rooftop at my workplace. The building is definitely high enough for a jump to be fatal.
I think about it whenever I'm up there but I wouldn't have the courage. Plus I have N.
I just sit in my parents house all day. I'm suppose to try to get a job soon, even though I have no interest in it mainly due to my incompetency. Also gonna try to get therapy soon so I won't hopefully have to use what I have learned here.
Damn.......I have a full time job, go to school full time, and am a mom.