Help i'm truly desperate to end my life asap. should i go through with this attempt?

[exhausted froggy]

so i've been trying to kill myself using a noose for months now. after tons of attempts, i think it's safe to say i'm not going to find success with this method.

but i don't have money. i can't order some overly-specific niche thing like many methods require. many of the most popular methods on here require money i don't have amongst other things.

i want a method that will actually stand a chance at killing me. something damaging. so i'm thinking of chugging down a bottle of extra strength tylenol. or bleach. or both?

i'll be careful to try and ensure i'm not caught if i do this. i'm aware of the possibility of being rescued and it's not stopping me.

so i think i've made my mind up.

 

[Letmego. Please]

Please do not take tylenol or bleach.

Tylenol will not kill you unless you knacker your liver & wait sometimes weeks in agony to possibly die.
Bleach will just have you rushing to the nearest hospital as your stomach burns itself inside out, again even then there is no guarantee it will kill you.

So please think again, try to relax & don't do anything impulsively that will just leave you living in even greater distress than you are now.

 

[glk]

I personally wouldn't ever try to kill myself by consuming any substance, because IMO such methods require knowledge of chemistry and biology (which I don't have) to be effective.

Have you tried using a tourniquet instead of hanging?

 

[exhausted froggy]

I personally wouldn't ever try to kill myself by consuming any substance, because IMO such methods require knowledge of chemistry and biology (which I don't have) to be effective.

Have you tried using a tourniquet instead of hanging?

i don't really know what a tourniquet is, but won't i just end up with the same failure? i've had the noose so tight around my neck that my hand probably couldn't fit through it.
also, i did spend what little money i had on some bean bags for the "night-night" method, but i have no faith in such a method working right now so i'm hesitant to bother trying, especially cause i'll have to use gorilla tape on my neck.

Please do not take tylenol or bleach.

Tylenol will not kill you unless you knacker your liver & wait sometimes weeks in agony to possibly die.
Bleach will just have you rushing to the nearest hospital as your stomach burns itself inside out, again even then there is no guarantee it will kill you.

So please think again, try to relax & don't do anything impulsively that will just leave you living in even greater distress than you are now.

i just want a method that'll actually damage me. it feels like hanging and such are doing absolutely nothing to me. i'm not trying to make gestures; i want a method that i can't turn back from. can i really be blamed for that..? i'm desperate...

 

[AmberRed]

I know exactly how you feel just wanting to cause yourself damage and not caring about the consequences as I tend to feel the same way. Stupid as I can't give myself the advice I'm giving you.. but it would suck so badly to fail to ctb and have destroyed your health, but still be here. Don't go down the road of bleach or shit like that. Don't rush the biggest decision you'll ever make.

 

[glk]

i don't really know what a tourniquet is, but won't i just end up with the same failure? i've had the noose so tight around my neck that my hand probably couldn't fit through it.
also, i did spend what little money i had on some bean bags for the "night-night" method, but i have no faith in such a method working right now so i'm hesitant to bother trying, especially cause i'll have to use gorilla tape on my neck.

By my experience, it needs to be even tighter than that your hand couldn't fit. A tourniquet allows to make it as tight as you can. Link to a meagthread by NoLifeNoPain.

 

[exhausted froggy]

By my experience, it needs to be even tighter than that your hand couldn't fit. A tourniquet allows to make it as tight as you can. Link to a meagthread by NoLifeNoPain.

thank you so much for this information. i'll give it a shot very soon.

 

[glk]

thank you so much for this information. i'll give it a shot very soon.

I hope you find your peace.

 

[Yaalya]

Would it be possible for you to get all the components for the SN method? have you already dealt with this method?

 

[exhausted froggy]

Would it be possible for you to get all the components for the SN method? have you already dealt with this method?

i don't have the money, and i have no idea how to get the stuff for that method. that's the one that uses prescription drugs, isn't it?

 

[Baskol1]

No dont just drink any substance, if it does not immeaditely kill you, you will be in much greater pain and agony, and probably survive. Then you will be hospitalized. There are more effective methods. The most popular method ist hanging, which works most of the time if correctly done. You probably did it wrong. But i think suicide should be only the last option. And suicides out of impulsivity rarely ever suceed.

 

[Yaalya]

Here in Germany everything is easy to get, in the US SN should be even easier to have. As far as the medication is concerned, meto is urgently needed and available in my country only by prescription. but I have the opportunity to buy it online and there by questionnaire to get a recipe - costs me 75 € :(

please do not drink any unknown chemicals, suicide attempts are many times higher than successful, mostly because they are impulsive, ill-considered and without plan. you do not want to fail and it will all get worse :(

SN is just one option, which seems very popular here because it is cheap and easily accessible, should also be quite peaceful ...

please read the megathread how it looks with the procurement in your country, if you have interest in this method

 

[Baskol1]

Exactly, and in the worst case you could even end up disabled. It happens, and their life is even more horrible than ever before. But they cant kill themselves anymore because theire in a vegetative state.

 

[ScorpiusDragon]

i don't have the money, and i have no idea how to get the stuff for that method. that's the one that uses prescription drugs, isn't it?

I managed to order antiemetics and tagamet on eBay for the SN method. No prescription required.

 

[SoyImbecilaburrido]

I managed to order antiemetics and tagamet on eBay for the SN method. No prescription required.

You are all so funny, thats why i dont ever go to chimestry dance partys