I’m tired.

[waRmblanket]

3/18/23

We're drinking tonight. I think I just need to vent, but I really want to ctb tonight. I haven't been well for a while and I've been wanting to cbt for years now, I just don't know. I think my preferred way is hanging but still unsure. I know I still slightly value life bc I get slightly emotional when I think of my mother and my death in the same moment. Please help:/

 

[FuneralCry]

I do understand that it certainly can be so tiring feeling trapped here, but I guess that after all only you know when the time is right for you to leave this world. But anyway I wish you the best.