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eternalflame
Experienced
- Mar 30, 2022
- 256
I have a method (partial hanging), i don't think i can perfect it anymore. The only things i need are time and will and they don't seem to come together. Ican't stand being by myself with no tv or laptop. thoughts are just draining me and i have to wait till midnight to try so i'm tired by then. I'm getting close to my breaking point and i don't want to be put in hospital or prison beacause of any fights i might get into. I'm losing my mask of being average, like i need to get into panic mode to kill myself but i need also to think straight.
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