Venting I'm tired of reliving memories of them

[Nemaki Arber]

I keep having nightmares about people who treated me horribly, that they keep coming back in my life to further terrorize me.

I just want to die yet it feels so wrong expressing that when everything was going well just a day before, my life was getting back on track and now this.

It's a sick joke, I'm exhausted why is it so hard to access a quick and painless method ? Why does my country has to be so fucking uptight on gun laws? Let me put a fucking bullet through my head.

 

[dmdmdm]

Dreams really are the worst. I wish the best for you.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand why you'd feel so tired of suffering, that must be really horrible what you are going through, it will always be so incredibly inhumane how it's so difficult to cease existing, it disgusts me how we cannot just leave this existence in peace.