TheHatedOne
Death is salvation
- Sep 26, 2021
- 2,028
I thought I finally found someone that accepts me in life that I finally have someone, a dear loved one. I was hurt, abused and exploited by all others. I thought I finally found someone. He was really loving. We were supposed to live together. But then suddenly he left, under all kind of pretenses but I knew better that deep inside he started to hate me too or even found someone else better. After all I'm used to be replaced with better people. Then he went back to his country and since then he changed drastically. He became so distant and cold, he doesn't care about my suffering anymore, he's an asshole, he even joked about my suffering today. We haven't played together since a long time, he keeps making up excuses. The thing is that he is aware of all of this and he says he's sorry but he keeps doing this. Tonight was the last straw. He told me we would finally play together cause I told him I'm getting bullied by someone in the game we play. After I finished all my chores he doesn't respond anymore. He vanished. He's a lying piece of shit. Today I realized that he's like the rest of humanity. He hates me like everyone else and wants me to suffer. No one will ever accept me, let alone love me. Humans are pieces of shit. I want to die. I hate myself. I in tears as I type this. I wanna sleep forever.