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wontachievehappines
Looking for ctb partner
- Sep 22, 2023
- 41
I've been looking for jobs for the past 9 months with no one reaching back out. I started to go inside places that were hiring, thinking that it would set me apart. Only for them to never contact me.
My whole life I've had an absent father who would provide for me or my brother financially even though he could have tried to. Then would gaslight us about asking him for money in the first place. In addition to him saying awful and horrible things about our appearances. Just a few weeks ago I asked him for $25 to buy vitamin c (I was coming down with something), milk and toilet paper and had to wait hours . And the kicker is that he was indignant and acted as if he did me favor. WHEN I WAS SICK. Mind you, he still owes us thousands of dollars for child support
So I can't go to him and ask him for money, so later he could flip the narrative and be like 'I never said that' or 'stop lying'.
I don't know what to do, I can't donate plasma. Apparently bc I'm anemic I tried putting myself on sugar daddy websites and no one has messaged me :((
My whole life I've had an absent father who would provide for me or my brother financially even though he could have tried to. Then would gaslight us about asking him for money in the first place. In addition to him saying awful and horrible things about our appearances. Just a few weeks ago I asked him for $25 to buy vitamin c (I was coming down with something), milk and toilet paper and had to wait hours . And the kicker is that he was indignant and acted as if he did me favor. WHEN I WAS SICK. Mind you, he still owes us thousands of dollars for child support
So I can't go to him and ask him for money, so later he could flip the narrative and be like 'I never said that' or 'stop lying'.
I don't know what to do, I can't donate plasma. Apparently bc I'm anemic I tried putting myself on sugar daddy websites and no one has messaged me :((