I don't know if this will have any purpose or not to anyone but myself, so I'll just type out how I feel on this site on my phone.
First of all, I'm not suicidal in this current moment which is probably for the best although I'm tired of being lied to by my family and friends about them not knowing what happened to me like the fact I was raped by a police officer and attempted multiple suicide attempts in the past due to the fact I was raped and also multiple attempted murder attempts in the same police station where I was raped by and yes for those of you who know what happened to me who know my background information and I'm not talking about anyone on this site but directly talking to those of you who read into my data, so first of all fuck you and I hope you all have nightmares for the rest of your life and attempt as many suicide attempts that I have done in the past.
Second of all do me a favor and let me see the love of my life, AMH , and have her call or text me probably won't happen, so I'll just vent on this site I don't know how long it has been Ashley but just call or text me.
Well, I guess that is all the venting I'll do for now and for anyone on this site don't ever do the things that I've done whether it be attempting suicide or attempting murder it isn't worth it the people in the higher ups with all the power they have and all the power they abuse will find a way to silence you or fuck you up.
First of all, I'm not suicidal in this current moment which is probably for the best although I'm tired of being lied to by my family and friends about them not knowing what happened to me like the fact I was raped by a police officer and attempted multiple suicide attempts in the past due to the fact I was raped and also multiple attempted murder attempts in the same police station where I was raped by and yes for those of you who know what happened to me who know my background information and I'm not talking about anyone on this site but directly talking to those of you who read into my data, so first of all fuck you and I hope you all have nightmares for the rest of your life and attempt as many suicide attempts that I have done in the past.
Second of all do me a favor and let me see the love of my life, AMH , and have her call or text me probably won't happen, so I'll just vent on this site I don't know how long it has been Ashley but just call or text me.
Well, I guess that is all the venting I'll do for now and for anyone on this site don't ever do the things that I've done whether it be attempting suicide or attempting murder it isn't worth it the people in the higher ups with all the power they have and all the power they abuse will find a way to silence you or fuck you up.
