Venting I’m tired but I’m scared

[bubbles_0403]

I'm so tired of everything, I mean I usually get depressive episodes know and again and then just cut myself or something and it passes. But this time it feels different. I don't know what changed but I just can't see myself carrying on living anymore. I've done my research about methods and all that stuff, but I'm too scared to initiate the actual planning. Something is holding me back, but I honestly don't want to be here anymore.

 

[PetrichorBirth]

Take your time and consider everything very well :)

 

[theboy]

Is it SIor do you still have hope in your heart