notevenhere

notevenhere

Ghost Angel
Apr 27, 2023
99
June is just around the corner and I want to die before I reach it. Might go for June 1st if I really have to stretch it because that date is significant to me.

I'm not allowed to go out and see a doctor on my own because I'm not allowed to go out at all so it'll be difficult to get meto.

And the sources I've seen are all from different countries and shipping is something I can't afford at how expensive it is + it will take weeks to arrive.

I'm seriously hoping for it to be successful.
 
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LostSoul1965

Specialist
Apr 15, 2024
341
I feel your pain. I am going out of my mind waiting for things to be delivered.
 
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Kalista

Failed hard to pull the trigger - Now using SN
Feb 5, 2023
347
i hope it still works for you without it
 
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Timothy7dff

Timothy7dff

Wizard
Apr 10, 2024
662
I got meto from India for $20 shipped the US in 1 week. PP source.
 
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notevenhere

notevenhere

Ghost Angel
Apr 27, 2023
99
I got meto from India for $20 shipped the US in 1 week. PP source.
Damn. Can you pm me the exact site? I also have a question or two to ask
i hope it still works for you without it
yeah!! i know this sounds insane but im planning to just take several cups of SN so if i throw up, I'll just continuously swallow more. i don't want to be a coward anymore. failed so many ctb attempts.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
37,058
I hope that you find the freedom you search for, best wishes.
 

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