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Bare with me. Please.

I'm trying to educate myself on "getting N from A". I've been at it for days. What the FUCK is A?! Lmao??

I surmise he's a person that supplies it illegally, online, Nembutal being "it". Then I found,"anyone can download the PPH" but what's that??! PPH?

And WHAT is this lame ass process you have to complete to "successfully" die from Nembutal? Gotta do a whole ass dance with pamperin and drink exactly 4 semi-dry cappuccinos at exactly 3:47 am on this date, sing a song, blah blah. Why can't you just take it? You'd die, anyways. Fuck it. I've read that it'll make you dizzy and you'll throw it up or whatever, but this is all very confusing.

Be mad at my question, fine. I know it's been asked a million times but I'm not going to apologize because this website is cryptic as hell.

Please don't respond if all you're gonna tell me is to keep researching, I've not been blessed with the willpower or energy for that shit. I'm genuinely super curious about this stuff and I think about it when I'm not on SS.
 
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A is a Mexican dealer of pisabental who when emailed will ship the pisabental which contains 6 grams of pentobarbital per bottle. You need the Metoclopramide, so you don't vomit. This can be purchased on eBay. You can take it 40 minutes before you take the pentobarbital or do a regiment a few days in advance as well. You can pay A with bitcoin or western union. If you need his email I can pm you it, but you should be wise and check the peaceful pill handbook section on Nembutal aka pentobarbital which has his email at the end. He ships in two manners. Standard and private courier, from what I read private is better although it costs more.
 
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A is a Mexican dealer of pisabental who when emailed will ship the pisabental which contains 6 grams of pentobarbital per bottle. You need the Metoclopramide, so you don't vomit. This can be purchased on eBay. You can take it 40 minutes before you take the pentobarbital or do a regiment a few days in advance as well. You can pay A with bitcoin or western union. If you need his email I can pm you it, but you should be wise and check the peaceful pill handbook section on Nembutal aka pentobarbital which has his email at the end. He ships in two manners. Standard and private courier, from what I read private is better although it costs more.
Thank you very much!!! This is extremely helpful.
The PPH is on SS, you say?
 
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The latest PPeH 2019 (Peaceful Pill eHandbook - e as in ebook) is in a thread and not listed in the List of resources (yet?), but the link to the specific post in the thread with the download link is in my signature.
 
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I'm trying to educate myself on "getting N from A". I've been at it for days. What the FUCK is A?! Lmao??

I surmise he's a person that supplies it illegally, online, Nembutal being "it". Then I found,"anyone can download the PPH" but what's that??! PPH?

And WHAT is this lame ass process you have to complete to "successfully" die from Nembutal? Gotta do a whole ass dance with pamperin and drink exactly 4 semi-dry cappuccinos at exactly 3:47 am on this date, sing a song, blah blah. Why can't you just take it? You'd die, anyways. Fuck it. I've read that it'll make you dizzy and you'll throw it up or whatever, but this is all very confusing.
I agree that some of the ressources on this forum are hidden away. And I feel like that the resources thread wasn't updated in a while.

If you are wondering about any acronyms on this side, this thread should help you out:

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/acronyms-on-here-for-new-users.6031/

You can find and download the PPeH here:

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/the-peaceful-pill-ehandbook-march-24-2019-revision.14416/

I have tried to summarize the information about the N method in this thread:

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/nembutal-questions.16079/post-307247

Hope this helps a little
 
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I agree that some of the ressources on this forum are hidden away. And I feel like that the resources thread wasn't updated in a while.

If you are wondering about any acronyms on this side, this thread should help you out:

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/acronyms-on-here-for-new-users.6031/

You can find and download the PPeH here:

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/the-peaceful-pill-ehandbook-march-24-2019-revision.14416/

I have tried to summarize the information about the N method in this thread:

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/nembutal-questions.16079/post-307247

Hope this helps a little
This helps a lot, darlin, thank you much.
 
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