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JJ53
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- Aug 19, 2024
- 9
For my entire life, I have felt empty and numb, on and off. It sometimes feels as though I have undergone complete personality changes. Last week, I entered a new relationship with someone, full of love, happiness, and joy. Tomorrow, I plan on breaking up with them. Yeah, I know. But deep down, that's who I am - selfish and emotionless. I wish I was capable of maintaining a relationship, maintaining emotions, and maintaining a stable self. I know this is going to hurt them, as they had made plans to move closer to me, which I assume they are going to cancel now. Moving forward, I am going to stay single for the rest of my life. Although I am only 21, I am pretty confident in my decision. It's the only way I won't continue to hurt anyone.