Sanva
:/
- Dec 10, 2021
- 261
no access to any good methods, everything is restricted in my country. I need a way out, this is fucking unbearable. I'm about to try something stupid. Last time i used painkillers i did almost succeed. I know i'll end up in agonizing pain and whatever but I just can't fucking go on.
I'm alone all the time, I don't go outside much. No one to talk to, no friends. I'm fucking broken inside and I just want a way out of this for fuck's sake. Why is it that the same people that always make me feel so broken and defective tell me I have to go on living. It won't affect anyone if i die, I'm sorry for my family but the truth is I have nothing of value to give to them anyway. There's no one else who cares about me. I just need the pain to end.
I'm alone all the time, I don't go outside much. No one to talk to, no friends. I'm fucking broken inside and I just want a way out of this for fuck's sake. Why is it that the same people that always make me feel so broken and defective tell me I have to go on living. It won't affect anyone if i die, I'm sorry for my family but the truth is I have nothing of value to give to them anyway. There's no one else who cares about me. I just need the pain to end.