Venting I'm still alive

[VoloFataliDoce]

I'm still alive. The SN worked well enough but I was found and taken to the hospital. They stabilized me and I'm home now. No lasting physical effects; I'm just very tired. Wanted to let you guys know.

 

[JustAboutDone]

Hi there, fwiw I'm glad you're ok - even if you're not :-)

 

[Othermind]

I'm still alive. The SN worked well enough but I was found and taken to the hospital. They stabilized me and I'm home now. No lasting physical effects; I'm just very tired. Wanted to let you guys know.

How did they find you? What went wrong?

 

[Redt2go]

:( I'm glad there's no lasting effects welcome back and thanks for letting us know

This is super selfish but when you're feeling better could I ask some questions about the experience?

 

[Macc Lad]

I'm still alive. The SN worked well enough but I was found and taken to the hospital. They stabilized me and I'm home now. No lasting physical effects; I'm just very tired. Wanted to let you guys know.

all the best buddy.......rest up!

 

[throwaway777]

im really sorry this happened to u... )); ... could i ask u if u had lost consciousness before they found u? and if u know after how much time they found u? .. im sorry for asking these questions.. i hope u feel better..

 

[VoloFataliDoce]

How did they find you? What went wrong?

Evidently my neighbor thought something was wrong and decided to come check on me. When I didn't answer the door he looked in my living room window and saw me. I should have closed the curtains. I don't know why I didn't.

im really sorry this happened to u... )); ... could i ask u if u had lost consciousness before they found u? and if u know after how much time they found u? .. im sorry for asking these questions.. i hope u feel better..

I was out. He said he came by around 930? That would have been roughly an hour and a half after I took it. I think. I don't remember excactly when i took it.

 

[VoloFataliDoce]

:( I'm glad there's no lasting effects welcome back and thanks for letting us know

This is super selfish but when you're feeling better could I ask some questions about the experience?

Yes of course.

 

[Trulysorry]

How long did it take you to pass out (if you can remember), and what kind of symptoms did you have leading up to passing out?

 

[Redt2go]

Yes of course.

What did you feel emotionally/physically? Was it hard to fall asleep bc of nervousness/pain? Also were you certain to die? Also how are you feeling now? Also if you were certain to die, what was your regimen unless you put it somewhere else then I'll find it.

 

[throwaway777]

Evidently my neighbor thought something was wrong and decided to come check on me. When I didn't answer the door he looked in my living room window and saw me. I should have closed the curtains. I don't know why I didn't.



I was out. He said he came by around 930? That would have been roughly an hour and a half after I took it. I think. I don't remember excactly when i took it.

thank u 4 answering us even if u feel very tired!!

 

[Redt2go]

thank u 4 answering us even if u feel very tired!!

Agreed take your time

 

[VoloFataliDoce]

How long did it take you to pass out (if you can remember), and what kind of symptoms did you have leading up to passing out?

What did you feel emotionally/physically? Was it hard to fall asleep bc of nervousness/pain? Also were you certain to die? Also how are you feeling now? Also if you were certain to die, what was your regimen unless you put it somewhere else then I'll find it.

Not long before passing out. I don't know exactly how much time passed but it wasn't much. I felt nauseous but didn't puke. Had a headache but it wasn't nearly as bad as a migraine. I've had migraines before so was expecting that. Felt drowsy/dizzy and that was that. Woke up in the hospital on a breathing machine.

Had nervous feelings but it didn't stop me from gulping it down. I have a scale and measured out close to 15g (it was a little over, not by much) and poured enough DMSO to mix. I didn't measure the liquid although I said I would. The past few days have kind of ran together. I can't believe it's already Tuesday. I'm just tired now. No other effects that I can tell.

 

[Othermind]

What did they ask you when you woke up? Did they make a fuss about you attempting to ctb?

 

[Redt2go]

Not long before passing out. I don't know exactly how much time passed but it wasn't much. I felt nauseous but didn't puke. Had a headache but it wasn't nearly as bad as a migraine. I've had migraines before so was expecting that. Felt drowsy/dizzy and that was that. Woke up in the hospital on a breathing machine.

Had nervous feelings but it didn't stop me from gulping it down. I have a scale and measured out close to 15g (it was a little over, not by much) and poured enough DMSO to mix. I didn't measure the liquid although I said I would. The past few days have kind of ran together. I can't believe it's already Tuesday. I'm just tired now. No other effects that I can tell.

Thanks!

 

[VoloFataliDoce]

What did they ask you when you woke up? Did they make a fuss about you attempting to ctb?

The ambulance driver found the bottle of SN by me and took it in. After they took the tube out they asked why I took it and I lied and said I thought it was a supplement to help lose weight. I think they knew I wasn't being honest but they didn't push the issue too much. They wanted to know how much I took and I told them I didn't remember. They weren't too nice to me in ICU but when they moved me to a regular room those people were better.

 

[wiroho]

Do you try it again soon? How scary was it after you drunk the SN?

 

[Beyondajoke]

Glad you're ok and that the whole experience wasn't too bad. And thanks so much for all the details.

 

[DyingToCTB]

This story kind of scares me because I am planning to attempt to CTB via SN. It didn't work as a method and it shows that people can and will interfere on a whim.

 

[wiroho]

Why you want die so badly. I am just courius

 

[NorthAmericanQc]

Did you feel any pain before going unconscious? I mean, other than headache. Other physical pain in your body?

If you weren't found, would you say it would have been a succes?

Thank you for answering our questions, it's actually helping to understand this method.

 

[Welcumtotherealworld]

Arggg, you'll get there next time bud. Welcome back anyway :) we don't judge.

 

[Salvacion]

Thank you for all of your insight. Now to decide on the method

 

[JustOverIt]

Not long before passing out. I don't know exactly how much time passed but it wasn't much. I felt nauseous but didn't puke. Had a headache but it wasn't nearly as bad as a migraine. I've had migraines before so was expecting that. Felt drowsy/dizzy and that was that. Woke up in the hospital on a breathing machine.

Had nervous feelings but it didn't stop me from gulping it down. I have a scale and measured out close to 15g (it was a little over, not by much) and poured enough DMSO to mix. I didn't measure the liquid although I said I would. The past few days have kind of ran together. I can't believe it's already Tuesday. I'm just tired now. No other effects that I can tell.

Thank you so much for reporting your experience, this will benefit the SS community greatly. I'm glad you did not suffer any significant injuries from your attempt. This especially will put alot of minds at ease. However I'm sorry you did not get the result you wanted,

 

[throwaway_2620]

After they took the tube out they asked why I took it and I lied and said I thought it was a supplement to help lose weight.

Maybe I could try using a similar excuse to avoid an involuntary psych ward stay (if I fail and end up in hospital). Since I'll be mixing diazepam and alcohol when I ctb with SN, if they ask me where I got the diazepam, SN and anti-emetics from, I could tell them I got them online. If they ask me why I took the diazepam, anti-emetics and SN, I could tell them I wanted to get fucked up on diazepam and alcohol (without throwing up) and in my fucked up state I mistakenly thought the SN was a weight loss or sleep supplement, that's why I took it.

 

[JustOverIt]

This story kind of scares me because I am planning to attempt to CTB via SN. It didn't work as a method and it shows that people can and will interfere on a whim.

It didn't work because she was found. Plan to do it somewhere discreet and you should be ok. Also, she was found an hour and a half after ingesting 15g, which is well into the process of SN running its course and still suffered no major damage. Note: SN takes longer depending on body weight

 

[throwaway777]

was it easy for u to dissolve the sn in the dmso? do u remember how long did it take? thank u

 

[BjartNO]

How did you feel after ingestion, with regards to pain/uncomfort?

 

[21Neberg]

You may have failed, but I'm glad you don't have any long-lasting effects. I hope your family/friends aren't mad at you.

 

[Raggas]

You're really strong, and as others have said it's good that you don't have any after effects. SN is good in that way.