I'm starting to get tired of fighting depression

[Tired_of_myself]

I'm starting to get tired of fighting depression

Been years of struggle and the feeling of getting better never seems to last... they are moments of stability for an eternity of suffering

Also, I'm autistic and I have a lot of difficulty succeeding in my career... I managed to build some things, but it doesn't seem to be enough.

I don't know if it's the meds that's no longer working, but my hope of getting better is disappearing again.

How do you handle these ups and downs?

 

[Some place nice]

Just like you I don't stay better, mine lasts for two days and I'm back. I just go with the flow try to watch funny videos, talk to someone, or keep myself busy. Try it before you get too bad, it takes a lot to do it as you're going down, but it can be worth it. Try something that makes you happy normally.