silentgoodbye
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- Feb 2, 2024
- 6
my stomach feels sick right now and i can't handle all the stress. i've been suffering for so long and hanging myself in the closet sounds amazing. this adult life is not for me and i've come to terms with that. i've failed to ctb before and i can't fail this time. every second that i'm here is a second too long. i miss her. i miss my friends. and i'll never see them again. i'll just cherish and reflect and when the time comes for me to do it i'll do it. i need to get over the fear of hanging. can someone help me overcome the fear please? anyway i'm just rambling and i'm at peace with my decision.