I’m so upset

[itsnigh]

I posted here that I'd finally ordered SN and meto. But then, I was refunded for the meto I ordered saying'refer to doctor'.
I tried another online pharmacy, same thing happened. Idk what to do. It took me weeks to plan the best way to go. Await my pay from work. I finally found SN. But now my peaceful way to ctb has been ruined because I can't get meto? I was feeling such relief and it's been whipped away from me. Idk what to do. I was considering jumping before I learned about sn, maybe I have to do that now

 

[FuneralCry]

I imagine that must be dreadful as I also just wish for a painless way to be gone, to me personally it feels so cruel how it's so difficult to die. But anyway I hope that you find what you search for, I wish you the best.

 

[itsnigh]

I imagine that must be dreadful as I also just wish for a painless way to be gone, to me personally it feels so cruel how it's so difficult to die. But anyway I hope that you find what you search for, I wish you the best.

Thank you for understanding