I don't understand what I'm doing wrong, because no matter how hard I try, I just ruin everything. I constantly pretend to be a victim, trying in every possible way to get the pity and attention of others. I hate myself for my every thought, for my selfishness. I don't even have the courage to end it all, I'm disgusting. I'm sorry.
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 45,726
Living really is so painful, and it does seem as though there is no escape from suffering in a life like this. I'm also tired of everything. I hope that you find relief from what you are going through as none of us should have to endure such misery.
