I'm so tired

[bigbang33]

I know I committed to at least giving recovery a try, but I'm just so tired.
Tired of havig to fight so much harder than normal people. Tired of living with borderline and having to fight my emotions all the time. Tired of just having to be alive.

I am tired of forcing myself to want to live

 

[floop]

i hear that and i'm so sorry you're in pain. i also have bpd and just the mood swings and intense emotions alone are frankly exhausting. it isn't fair we have to try so much harder than everyone else just to make it day to day, you're completely valid. sending tons of well wishes and virtual hugs your way <3

 

[SmilingNoMore]

I hear you. Sending you love

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand feeling so tired of suffering, I always feel so tired of it all. But anyway I wish you the best.

 

[bigbang33]

Thanks guys