I'm so tired.

[colddarkloner]

I've been dealing with my mental health for near enough a decade. Years of medications and therapy which haven't helped. A lot of diagnosis' that have left me struggling even more. Things just keep getting worse, people keep telling me to hold out but I can't keep fighting to keep myself alive every day. And now I have developed chronic pain and other chronic illnesses. I just wish there was a simple way to end things, I just wish people understood why I don't want to be alive anymore.
This is my first post on here, but I have been thinking about ending things for years now. My last attempt failed and I was and still am so angry. I just want to rest and not go through anymore of this pain.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand feeling so tired of suffering in this painful existence, it sounds like you've suffered a lot, I also just wish to rest and find it so cruel how I cannot just have a painless death like never waking again. But anyway I wish you the best, I hope that you find the peace you search for.