Venting I'm so tired to get involved in BPD

[Tinxxx]

I'm in a relationship with my bf. Actually in a quite stable one. Though, everytime when i can't fall asleep or I'm drunk alone I can't help searching for the partners with whom I used to be close-sexually and mentally. And it fucking makes me hate myself. What's wrong with me, really. I AM SO FUCKING TIRED.

 

[WornOutLife]

I was in your shoes! Quitting alcohol was the only thing that helped me but the depression feels harder day by day.

 

[Meditation guide]

Though, everytime when i can't fall asleep or I'm drunk alone I can't help searching for the partners with whom I used to be close-sexually and mentally. And it fucking makes me hate myself.

If you want to do that it's ok. Stop beating yourself up.