Help I'm so tired of finding the right method! Help me

[ihatepain]

I really want N but it seems too hard to get. If I order it online, there is a chance I would get into trouble with the law. I have been wanting to die since 6 years ago and I'm still alive. I'm so tired cuz this sadistic world and its laws make it so hard for people to die peacefully. Should I just go with the hardcore method by jumping off a 35 storey building?

 

[SadGirl]

No, everyone deserves to die peacefully and painlessly, if that's what you want, look for quieter methods so you can rest in peace.

 

[ihatepain]

No, everyone deserves to die peacefully and painlessly, if that's what you want, look for quieter methods so you can rest in peace.

All the quiet and peaceful methods require alot of preparation and buying. :(

 

[Basel]

I really don't think hanging is that bad for you but it's bad for your family when they see you, all you need is a necktie and you can cover your head with something like a scarf so if a family member walks in they don't see your face personally this is my plan I don't think I need anything else I just put my head in the loop and think about life do I need to kick the chair now ? or should I man up and do something ballsy before dying maybe I should live to see my mom get old and take care of her on her death bed even if it means nothing to the universe ? or is the chair going to slip and I might die anyway ? life is a gamble dying is dying don't stress the methods too much your family will die in a hundred years weather you think that's good or not thousands of years will pass atoms will rearrange you will just be another atom floating in space, millions of people died before us in horrific or good ways we just have to accept our fate(you have no free choice) your genetics and the world decided you can only keep moving and keep thinking until the universe dies.

 

[ihatepain]

I really don't think hanging is that bad for you but it's bad for your family when they see you, all you need is a necktie and you can cover your head with something like a scarf so if a family member walks in they don't see your face personally this is my plan I don't think I need anything else I just put my head in the loop and think about life do I need to kick the chair now ? or should I man up and do something ballsy before dying maybe I should live to see my mom get old and take care of her on her death bed even if it means nothing to the universe ? or is the chair going to slip and I might die anyway ? life is a gamble dying is dying don't stress the methods too much your family will die in a hundred years weather you think that's good or not thousands of years will pass atoms will rearrange you will just be another atom floating in space, millions of people died before us in horrific or good ways we just have to accept our fate(you have no free choice) your genetics and the world decided you can only keep moving and keep thinking until the universe dies.

Well I know my life and my death will be insignificant on a universal scale but dying would mean that I won't have to suffer anymore thus it is better for me to die as soon as possible because non-existence contains no pain at all. Existence contains pain. I have thought about the hanging method but I feel jumping is better because there is less chance of screwing it up cuz all I have to do is jump and gravity does all the other work.

 

[Basel]

yeah fair enough I don't have any very high rise buildings near me so I won't risk living like a veggie I think my hanging method is very reliable and I've tested it, best wishes to you.

 

[alizee]

Buying an illegal substance online and having it ship to you isn't dangerous when you know how to handle it.

People have been doing it forever and there should be enough online to keep yourself safe. Even when law enforcement knows the package you ordered contains illegal substance by the package being intercepted. You first order with using encryption to keep your delivery address private and only visible to the seller. You never go pickup the package. Basically, you succeed if its left at your door or mailbox and only bring it in to your place. Once you have the package you literally wait a few days to a week and without opening it; just have it sit in a pile of junk mail or wherever.

The worst case is if the police were to want to arrest you. Usually they don't care about the buyer and only the seller. If they wanted to arrest you, they'll go to your home with a warrant and hoping to see the package open. Since it's not open from waiting a few days, you deny knowing what the package contains or who it's from and say you were going to toss it with the junk mail but haven't gotten around to it because garbage day is whenever. You then proceed to say you want to speak to a lawyer about this all because you're nervous and are going to decline answering questions until then. They may hold you in a room with saying they know what you've done and try having you confess. You just keep quiet with saying you're waiting for your right to speak to a lawyer first. Eventually you should be out of the rare possibility that people should be prepared for in all cases.

 

[Davy]

All the quiet and peaceful methods require alot of preparation and buying. :(

It is worth it prepare. We only got one shot at this and it fails it might get messy.

 

[ihatepain]

yeah fair enough I don't have any very high rise buildings near me so I won't risk living like a veggie I think my hanging method is very reliable and I've tested it, best wishes to you.

Best wishes to you too

Buying an illegal substance online and having it ship to you isn't dangerous when you know how to handle it.

People have been doing it forever and there should be enough online to keep yourself safe. Even when law enforcement knows the package you ordered contains illegal substance by the package being intercepted. You first order with using encryption to keep your delivery address private and only visible to the seller. You never go pickup the package. Basically, you succeed if its left at your door or mailbox and only bring it in to your place. Once you have the package you literally wait a few days to a week and without opening it; just have it sit in a pile of junk mail or wherever.

The worst case is if the police were to want to arrest you. Usually they don't care about the buyer and only the seller. If they wanted to arrest you, they'll go to your home with a warrant and hoping to see the package open. Since it's not open from waiting a few days, you deny knowing what the package contains or who it's from and say you were going to toss it with the junk mail but haven't gotten around to it because garbage day is whenever. You then proceed to say you want to speak to a lawyer about this all because you're nervous and are going to decline answering questions until then. They may hold you in a room with saying they know what you've done and try having you confess. You just keep quiet with saying you're waiting for your right to speak to a lawyer first. Eventually you should be out of the rare possibility that people should be prepared for in all cases.

Thanks for the good advice. I appreciate it. I just am paranoid because I read in the PPEH of a few cases where people who ordered N got a visit from the police and given a fine etc.. Is there a way to check if my country is strict about the importation of N?

It is worth it prepare. We only got one shot at this and it fails it might get messy.

Yes you are right. But I think jumping off a tall building pretty much guarantees death. The only con is that it is a scary method. The scary part is making the jump. I will lose consciousness few meters before hitting the ground so this part is not scary. Only the beginning is scary.

 

[FTL.Wanderer]

A-frickin'-men!

It is worth it prepare. We only got one shot at this and it fails it might get messy.

I agree that it's worth it to prepare, but for many of us the question isn't one of "worth," but instead of "ability." Many of us are so exhausted we can't even do simple things like make a bowl of cereal for breakfast or do a load of wash anymore.

I just am paranoid because I read in the PPEH of a few cases where people who ordered N got a visit from the police and given a fine etc..

I realize this is meant to be serious but I still laughed at the absurdity. Someone is so disgusted with existence they order something to help them die because there's no state-sanctioned way. Then the police ... issues the person a fine: "You can't die no matter how much you dislike life! Now here's a fine for trying. Be sure to pay this bill as soon as possible!" ROFLMAO.

 

[alizee]

Thanks for the good advice. I appreciate it. I just am paranoid because I read in the PPEH of a few cases where people who ordered N got a visit from the police and given a fine etc.. Is there a way to check if my country is strict about the importation of N?

You're unlikely to be living in a jurisdiction where you will be fined for receiving a package addressed to you and when you have no insight about it. People could just send their enemies illegal substances with giving the police an anonymous tip.
You typically need to google about the law in your country and or if you're curious ask a lawyer. It's unnecessary in my opinion to be so paranoid about it because you can just do as suggested in the previous post. Literally if you were to sense something off, you can just throw the package in the trash and say it seemed unusual because you didn't order anything.

 

[Thin Chew]

So you wanna die so desperately? Go full suspension hanging.

Tied a knot on something that can support your weight and kick the chair below you. Im sure you will die. Without having a second chance.

If you are still scared. You can choose to jump from third floor. If you let your head hit the ground first. You are more likely to die

 

[TAW122]

Hanging does require a bit of skill, the right materials and circumstances as well as being left alone for a significant time (usually over 30 min to ensure you aren't revived after you died -- which can result in the person becoming a vegetable.) Hanging would be one of my lesser preferred ways to go though, but that's just me. If I were in your shoes, I'd go with jumping and would choose the highest floor that I have access to (at least over 150 feet to ensure success).

 

[Thin Chew]

Hanging does require a bit of skill, the right materials and circumstances as well as being left alone for a significant time (usually over 30 min to ensure you aren't revived after you died -- which can result in the person becoming a vegetable.) Hanging would be one of my lesser preferred ways to go though, but that's just me. If I were in your shoes, I'd go with jumping and would choose the highest floor that I have access to (at least over 150 feet to ensure success).

Almost everyone who died by jumping from higher floor being found out peeing inside their pants when they die. The feeling of falling is just too 'high'. Some who survived by luck end up telling people that they regret when they jumped. Before they jumped, they never have the feeling of regretting. I suggest by jumping from 3-4 floor because it end fast if you hit your head first

 

[pinkblanket55]

3rd floor jump is no where near high enough to be sure . That's asking for a whole heap of broken bones but not necessarily death. I understand your point though, it's easier to jump from a lower height, but it defeats the purpose if it isn't high enough.

 

[Psilo]

Everybody wants N. SN is the poor mans method, but need to wait foe the exit workshop.

 

[ihatepain]

You're unlikely to be living in a jurisdiction where you will be fined for receiving a package addressed to you and when you have no insight about it. People could just send their enemies illegal substances with giving the police an anonymous tip.
You typically need to google about the law in your country and or if you're curious ask a lawyer. It's unnecessary in my opinion to be so paranoid about it because you can just do as suggested in the previous post. Literally if you were to sense something off, you can just throw the package in the trash and say it seemed unusual because you didn't order anything.

You're right. Thank you.

So you wanna die so desperately? Go full suspension hanging.

Tied a knot on something that can support your weight and kick the chair below you. Im sure you will die. Without having a second chance.

If you are still scared. You can choose to jump from third floor. If you let your head hit the ground first. You are more likely to die

I trust jumping more than hanging. I don't trust jumping off 3 floors. When it comes to jumping off a place, my criteria is that it has to be at least 30 storeys and above.

Hanging does require a bit of skill, the right materials and circumstances as well as being left alone for a significant time (usually over 30 min to ensure you aren't revived after you died -- which can result in the person becoming a vegetable.) Hanging would be one of my lesser preferred ways to go though, but that's just me. If I were in your shoes, I'd go with jumping and would choose the highest floor that I have access to (at least over 150 feet to ensure success).

I also prefer jumping method instead of hanging. If you had N, would you use N or would you jump?