Im so suicidal right now that its so fucking painful i just want to take my life right now I WANT TO TAKE IT RIGHT NOW

[Duochrome-Seahorse]

I don't want to wake up the next day I don't want to be reminded that I am a loser that no one wants I don't want to wake up and look at how ugly I look in the mirror I don't want to wake up to the fact that I'm an adult and I still haven't achieved anything I don't want to wake up and realize that I wasted my life rotting in my room I don't want to wake up to my family wishing I was better i don't want to wake up to people walking around with their loved ones being openly loved I don't want to wake up being reminded that all I am to people is some stupid child I don't want to wake up to a life where no one takes me seriously I don't want to wake up going to work I don't want to wake up having no local friends I don't want to wake up being a fucking lover I don't want to wake up a fucking nobody but every damn time I wake up I am a NOBODY I AM A NOTVODY AMF NO ONE TALE ME SERIOUSLY I AM NOTHING I WANT TO GERONG MY BODY INTO DUST AND KILL MYSELF NOW I WAT TO TEAR MY ARMS OFF AND RIP MY LEGS WITH THEM AND JUST SLAM MY TORSO INTO THE FUKCING GROUND I WANT TO OBLITERATE MY EXISTENCE I AM A FAILITUREEEEEE I WANT SOMEINE TO FUCKING KILL ME I HOPE WHEN I GO OUTSIDE SOMEONE I USED TO KNOW STABS ME TO DEATH AND TELLS ME HOW MYCH THEY HATE MEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAA WHY DID I HABE TO WAKE UP WHYWHYWHWYHWYWYE WHY DID I CHOOSE TO LIVE????? WHYYYY WHYYYW HYYYYYYWHYYWHYWYWHWYWYWYWYYAYAYAYAYUSHEAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAA KILL ME NOWWWWWWWW

 

[Zegers]

Life is overwhelming for some people, many empty days i wonder why i keep waiting to complete the method when i already have something i could do, i don't even know it.