Im so sick of carrying on

[Theforeverblind]

I'm don't know what the fuck to do anymore life feels so empty things that normally kept me going don't anymore I don't get it why can't I just be fuck happy for one second it's so fucking sickening I just want to end this God fucking damnt kill me already why do I keep trying I don't even fucking know

 

[ForgottenAgain]

Spot on with what I'm feeling. Why can't we just be happy, why must everything be so difficult...

I get the emptiness, I feel empty a lot of the time and it's maddening.

Do you feel like you're lacking a purpose in life?

 

[Theforeverblind]

Yeah like I'm literally with friends and my partner but instead of being happy I'm suicidal and all I can do is post on a suicide fourm
Like why the fuck am I even here I'm just a burden on the people I love
I should go jump off a bridge

 

[ForgottenAgain]

Yeah like I'm literally with friends and my partner but instead of being happy I'm suicidal and all I can do is post on a suicide fourm
Like why the fuck am I even here I'm just a burden on the people I love

Sounds like you may be lacking something vital to you that you may or may not know what it is. I'm sure you're a lovely person and not a burden, no one deserves to feel like a burden.

Those relationships are good but not enough from what I see. I also have my boyfriend and even though he is perfect for me he also isn't enough.

It's depressing to think we may have people who love us but we can't help but still want to die.

 

[Theforeverblind]

Like I should be happy I have it so fucking good but all I can think about is ctb

 

[ForgottenAgain]

Like I should be happy I have it so fucking good but all I can think about is ctb

Were you ever diagnosed with a mental illness?

 

[Mitsumi]

I get you. I just wanna disappear.

 

[Theforeverblind]

Were you ever diagnosed with a mental illness?

Yeah I have bpd, bipolar 2 and cptsd

 

[Labyrinth]

Why was I always alone? Why are things so difficult? Why doesn't anyone truly know me? What is my place in the world?

I need to move forward with courage, but I can't find the strength I need. I feel mentally and physically exhausted; physical pain and torment worsen in solitude. A word of support or a warm hug from someone who loved me would ease my burden. I feel like abandoning everything, and giving up completely.