I’m so over life

[Cutter3991]

I'm trans and I fucking hate life. Like I left a rehab because they wouldn't let me be me and I thought coming home would be better but my family doesn't accept me and neither do most of my so called friends. I feel like an outcast in my recovery community. I don't want to even get fucked up I just want to feel some pain. Maybe I'll start out with some cutting tomorrow. I know where that will lead though and this time it will be final. No being brought back. No being saved. FINAL

 

[Nem]

Sorry to hear that! Instead of cutting I smash plates, glasses and my fist against my head, it's not easy being frustrated but knowing I can end things gives me a bit of comfort.
Peace/hugs

 

[cryptic_cynic]

I can relate. Being trans is overkill for me, in the sense that I would probably still want to die even if I wasn't trans. But it certainly doesn't help anything. My family would never understand or accept me for who I am, which is part of the reason I'm estranged from them. I can't even tell my few friends about it. Definitely a shitty existence. I'm really pissed that I was ever born.

 

[White_Room293]

I'm sorry.