Im so miserable, even after my attempt. I thought I'd have a new appreciation for life

[Ww42]

But here I am. Drinking for 6 days straight, crying every day, havent worked in weeks and running out of savings. The end is near I can feel it. Ive bought the rope. Im about to write my letter after this post, going to spend this week cleaning up the house so i dont leave a mess and hopefully be gone not too long after

 

[No More Tears]

I know the feeling all to well.

 

[sos]

should probably stop drinking and see what happens, it can make u feel miserable

also slows down the speed of going thru ur savings

shit is expensive

 

[Gangrel]

i'm sorry you feel like this, i wish life was kinder to you, i wish i could hold your hand and be there for you

 

[Fantasy22]

Life is shit, I get that. I hope all goes well with you and you're able to stop suffering

 

[Ww42]

should probably stop drinking and see what happens, it can make u feel miserable

also slows down the speed of going thru ur savings

shit is expensive

Drinking is why I'm still alive. It gives me one thing to look forward to at the end of the days, to numb myself and actually not fee like complete shit for once. I'll agree it is expensive as fuck

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence truly is so cruel, I hope that you find peace from all the suffering.

 

[Ww42]

Existence truly is so cruel, I hope that you find peace from all the suffering.

I soon will, planning on buying SN. Thank you for the well wishes