enanan
aghhhh
- Feb 28, 2023
- 3
i hate this so much. i don't know why i can't just get it over with and overdose. i know nobody would care if i killed myself but i just can't do it. people always claim they care about me, but why do they always get pissed off when i vent to them? all the places online i vent i either get told to get help or stop venting, but when i did try to get help i got sent to a hospital and it ruined everything. i always feel like i have to lie to my therapist otherwise i'll get sent away again but it's so hard. i feel like there's no other way out. it's so annoying how people tell me not to do it, then when i try to talk to them about it they just make me feel more suicidal.