Baguette
Member
- Jun 28, 2020
- 90
I can't hold on any longer, I've considered all my options for weeks now. I feel like I'm going crazy living a lonely, painful life, it's just the same s**t over and over everyday and what for?
I will be no loss to the world, I'm an angry, pathetic, ugly waste of space. I planned to ctb on Tuesday as it's going to be hard to get alone time on Monday but I've now been told I have to go and help out at a relatives house on that day and I cannot be bothered with that or waiting till Wednesday so I'm going to make some excuse to be gone for the whole afternoon on Monday(tomorrow). I'm going to be 'playing football with friends', that should buy me several hours to do what I need to do but I'm now torn between going on a long walk then coming back to my previous spot at the train tracks or walking away out of the city and jumping off a hill/mountain in the countryside.
I will be no loss to the world, I'm an angry, pathetic, ugly waste of space. I planned to ctb on Tuesday as it's going to be hard to get alone time on Monday but I've now been told I have to go and help out at a relatives house on that day and I cannot be bothered with that or waiting till Wednesday so I'm going to make some excuse to be gone for the whole afternoon on Monday(tomorrow). I'm going to be 'playing football with friends', that should buy me several hours to do what I need to do but I'm now torn between going on a long walk then coming back to my previous spot at the train tracks or walking away out of the city and jumping off a hill/mountain in the countryside.
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