I'm So Comforted By Thoughts of CTB

[Petrichor45]

Today I came up with a new plan on how I might CTB. I'd need to buy a few things in order to do that, but the thought of dying is making me feel a lot better. I feel kind of excited about killing myself. I really don't want to have to wait to do it but I might have to because I'll need to get everything I need first, and I'll probably start doing that tomorrow. I don't know if I'm rushing things considering how I just came up with this plan about half an hour ago, but this has probably been a few years overdue. I don't want to wait any longer. If everything goes according to plan, I should be dead by Friday.

 

[cheese.out]

I can relate to this feeling of comfort when thinking about/planning ctb. If you need a talk feel free to pm me, nonetheless i wish you all the best and safe travels❤

 

[Praestat_Mori]

No wonder! Death is the final relief from all personal agony, pain and suffering! How could this ever be uncomforting in any case? Thoughts about CTB and actual plans never ever bothered me. In death there's the only relief from all agony and suffering in this world. I wish you all the best and hope you find peace&freedom!

 

[アホペンギン]

Yeah, I feel a sense of calmness when i'm planning for ctb or just fantasizing about the day I finally go through with it in general so I totally understand where you're coming from. Anyways, good luck for Friday, I hope you succeed and find the peace you have been searching for. I send you my best regards.

 

[Bobert_Beniro]

just before going to bed I thought a lot about ctb, as always, I started to scroll through my bad memories in my head and thought how I would end it. I have a slight shiver through my body and a slight euphoria from such thoughts. Knowing that you can die at any moment, and not continue to live, very calms me.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand why you would feel so relieved at the thought of leaving this existence, I wish you the best with your plans.

 

[FindingHome]

Knowing that I can kill myself gives me comfort.

 

[enough of this]

It's not thoughts of CTB that are comforting to me, but thoughts of just being out of this world and being on "the other side," however it should happen.