Im so close to getting the ticket

[emdout]

I'm so close. I just ordered the razor now, and I have enough pills. I'm so close to CTB'ing. I'm such a brave girl, and I really deserve this. I've lived for too long and I just want out
-Emdout

 

[FuneralCry]

Overdosing on pills and cutting doesn't really sound like a reliable suicide method, sadly suicide just isn't straightforward in this world where suicide is purposely made as difficult as possible, but if you want to attempt that way then it's up to you, it sounds like it would just lead to more suffering to me. But anyway best wishes.

 

[worstOFsociety]

As Funeral stated OD and cutting isn't reliable. If your still alive you might wanna check out something more reliable there are alot of useful recources around. Despite how cutting your veins seems like a reliable way to ctb in movies it really isn't the case irl. Do some research and Im sorry that it has come to this. Remember that there is still help available if you do regret your decision or want to give life another shot. But if this is really what you want then who am I to stop you. Wish you luck and peace. Im sorry for how life has treated you it can be such an unfair and cruel place. Crueler than death ever could be.

 

[soonatpeace777888]

Cutting usually doesn't wind up in death, neither does trying to overdose an easily found medication. More than likely, you will come out of this scarred and be put into a mental hospital.

 

[Nephis]

I'm so close. I just ordered the razor now, and I have enough pills. I'm so close to CTB'ing. I'm such a brave girl, and I really deserve this. I've lived for too long and I just want out
-Emdout

Please, do not scar yourself do not try to do a method that is likely to result in low chances of success, you will only experience more pain, please you may be suicidal but do not cause yourself more pain.

~I hope for you, peace and safe travels to the shores