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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
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Throughout all of today, my parents have been annoying me by making me do things that I don't want to do such as chores, going outside with them, praying with them and reading the quran with them. It pisses me off at how I'm just forced to do these things. I want to be left alone and just rot in my room all day but they won't let me. I'm just not meant for life at all. A NT mormie wouldn't be complaining about these stuff and would simply endure it as it isn't that bad for them but I don't have the capacity to endure it. I'm just different to NT normies and I always will be. I just wish I could be dead so that I don't have to worry about any of this human crap for the rest of eternity.

Just to clarify, this is more of a vent about how I'm a slave as I'm forced to do things I don't want to do; it is not a vent about how I am sad about me not being independent so don't bother posting any advice related to independence. In fact, just don't give any advice in general as this is a venting post.

Society also forces me to do things which I don't want to do such as work. I am a slave to the curse of being a human and I hate it. Whether I'm with my parents or not, the issue is that I'm a slave either way. I'm only venting about what my family are making me doing as they have been doing this to me all day so it's on the top of my mind right now.

I'm just not meant to be a human nor do I voluntarily want to be one
 
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dietcokecan

dietcokecan

The Cosmos is all that is or was or ever will be.
Jun 25, 2024
30
I feel the same way. I hate that I have to do things I don't want to do because someone else brought me into existence. I didn't ask for any of this.
 
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ForgottenAgain

ForgottenAgain

On the rollercoaster of sadness
Oct 17, 2023
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There are a lot of obligations one is forced to endure just for being a human. I always feel like being an animal would be simpler.

I'm sorry today has been especially tormenting. I hope you can have a good rest tonight.
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
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I always feel like being an animal would be simpler.
I feel the same way too. I wish I could be a housecat. They get to be lazy and do whatever they want and, on top of that, people think that they are cute for it. Being a housecat with a good owner sounds way simpler and peaceful
 
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hoppybunny

hoppybunny

Fearer of the Future
Jun 26, 2024
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There are a lot of obligations one is forced to endure just for being a human. I always feel like being an animal would be simpler.

I'm sorry today has been especially tormenting. I hope you can have a good rest tonight.
Personally my choice is non existence cause animals still have to "work" to survive. Just not like how humans do. Unless they're a pet like OP mentioned.

I think I would hate being a predator cause it's in my DNA to run for my life at any sign of a predator and I can't be a predator cause I have to put I'm effort to catch pray.

Honestly I feel like if I HAD to be an animal I'd be a barnacle or something. Or any creature that spends it's life asleep. Or doesn't get eaten
 
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ForgottenAgain

ForgottenAgain

On the rollercoaster of sadness
Oct 17, 2023
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Personally my choice is non existence cause animals still have to "work" to survive. Just not like how humans do. Unless they're a pet like OP mentioned.

I think I would hate being a predator cause it's in my DNA to run for my life at any sign of a predator and I can't be a predator cause I have to put I'm effort to catch pray.

Honestly I feel like if I HAD to be an animal I'd be a barnacle or something. Or any creature that spends it's life asleep. Or doesn't get eaten
I wonder about that because I think predators enjoy the hunt, at least looking at past cats I had that lived in the countryside, they'd hunt and happily meow to showcase their achievements and receive a "well done!" from me and my grandma.

I think it's survival but also their past time. I think that without challenge, the animals become bored. My hamsters have everything they need but still I make an effort to sprinkle the food around their cage and hide it so they can have some fun looking for it. Prior to doing that, they would become quite bored by just having the food available and easy in the bowl.
 
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sos

sos

Student
Jul 22, 2024
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it can also be a phase

like i was forced to stuff i never wanted to as well

but you eventually grow up and start to be more independent bc other responsibilities in life are more important

but then again idk how old you are
 
fleetingnight

fleetingnight

incapable of shutting up
May 2, 2024
444
I get this. Sometimes I get overwhelmed just thinking that I'll never stop doing chores and cleaning for the rest of my life. I don't know how anyone keeps it up
 
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hoppybunny

hoppybunny

Fearer of the Future
Jun 26, 2024
38
I wonder about that because I think predators enjoy the hunt, at least looking at past cats I had that lived in the countryside, they'd hunt and happily meow to showcase their achievements and receive a "well done!" from me and my grandma.

I think it's survival but also their past time. I think that without challenge, the animals become bored. My hamsters have everything they need but still I make an effort to sprinkle the food around their cage and hide it so they can have some fun looking for it. Prior to doing that, they would become quite bored by just having the food available and easy in the bowl.
That's interesting! I'm not used to doing things just for fun so I forgot that could be the case.
 
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