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stage4johnny

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Jun 22, 2023
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I know this is a common problem here. I was just thinking,what a lousy day I had today!
My " soul mate" died February of 2019,so I went into ctb mode and have been all this time.
I had a friend,Bill A., but he died recently.
As I said before,I got cancer,and basically feel like shit.
I am pretty much all alone and I don't really want to meet new people,I want the old one back.
Fuck it.
 
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TDF

TDF

Meh might as well die
Jun 24, 2023
475
I'm so sorry you miss your loved ones terribly, they all sound like amazing lovely people. I'm sorry life is so unfair and took them away from you early. I hope the memories can be sweet and comforting
 
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MrDarkness

MrDarkness

Left sasu, to improve my life
Jun 18, 2023
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Maybe in death you can reunite and find them, but I'm sure they are with you spiritually. If you believe that of course
 
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Aisley

Aisley

Wizard
Mar 12, 2023
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The good ones are so few and far between. Sorry you lost yours.
 
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90starve

90starve

i don’t know who i am
May 8, 2023
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im sorry that life has caused you so much pain <3
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I do understand that loneliness is so painful for so many in this world, existence really is too cruel.
 
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