Venting I‘m so afraid of next year

[ratgirl99]

Next year i'll finish school and i'll have to find a job. I already hate my existence so much, having to slave off 8 hours a day will just make it infinitely worse. I'm also scared of the summer. The only thing holding me back from ctbing is my best friend and i'll isolate myself in the summer for months like i always do like what is even wrong with me i just need to finally die.

 

[scarletrat]

Next year i'll finish school and i'll have to find a job. I already hate my existence so much, having to slave off 8 hours a day will just make it infinitely worse. I'm also scared of the summer. The only thing holding me back from ctbing is my best friend and i'll isolate myself in the summer for months like i always do like what is even wrong with me i just need to finally die.

real only reason to stay alive is the chat pile concert tbh