Help I'm scared to hanging myself

[Isar]

Hello

I have found at home a very nice support for a full suspension hanging. The problem Is my mother. She's always at home,every day. I can't be alone and these are my worries. I'm scared to try and to be found before the process Is done. What can i do? I have no idea how to find a good supports outside. Give some advice

 

[Lady black]

Take the rope with you and go to the woods and search for a good tree. Maybe at night so no one will be there. then you can hang in peace

 

[Isar]

The Rope

Take the rope with you and go to the woods and search for a good tree. Maybe at night so no one will be there. then ypu can hang in peace

I mean Rope =Support ,Sorry i was wrong with english words

 

[Lady black]

A support is easy to find: A tree, a climbing frame, beams of an attic and so on

 

[needaplan]

make sure it isn't hunting day!!!!

 

[Isar]

A support is easy to find: A tree, a climbing frame, beams of an attic and so on

I ts not easy for me to find a nice support at night,i take some rivotril because i m nervous and ther Is cold outside

 

[Sargeant12344]

Just because your mother won't find your dead body doesn't means she will care any less.

 

[Lady black]

And if you bokk a hotel room or a small holiday house or a cottage with beams?

 

[Isar]

And if you bokk a hotel room or a small holiday house or a cottage with beams?

I m living in Italy, in a island. There are no cottage and if i book a hotel room where Is the support??? I dont want hanging myself in a fucking woods!!!

 

[Lady black]

Oh I see. Are there old houses where no one lives?

 

[Defenestrator]

Take the rope with you and go to the woods and search for a good tree. Maybe at night so no one will be there. then you can hang in peace

This is what I've been thinking of. I've had the noose in my bag for the last two weeks - Just waiting for the impulse to come over me when I'm out, which isn't often right now, as since my last attempt my mum is watching me like a hawk.

 

[Isar]

Oh I see. Are there old houses where no one lives?

I dont know and i dont want die in a place like this

 

[Lady black]

So where do you ant to die? Only at home?

 

[Isar]

So where do you ant to die? Only at home?

Yes ,it's the only place where i want to end my life because it'all good to hanging.

 

[Lady black]

Ok, so I don´t know how anyone can help you? It´s a big risk when your mother is at home, she will hear you cause you will make gurgling noises and your body would trash around

 

[Isar]

No, i m coming to do the process. I dont care about anothers peoples around. I was Just overthinking .Thanks, see you in a Better Place