Im scared to do anything because bad things keep happening to me.

[RedHates]

I feel like shit again. I was just starting to feel safe and happier. But every single fucking time I feel the tiniest bit of happiness, something bad happens and I get sent back lower and lower. How many times does this have to happen before I just fucking give up? Every time it happens, I keep thinking that there's no possible way it could get worse and it just always does. I'm scared to do anything now. After what just happened, I can't even go wait at the bus stop without being scared out of my gourd.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence really is too cruel, it's so awful how people have to suffer so unnecessarily all through no fault of their own. But anyway best wishes.