E
Esoto
New Member
- Dec 8, 2018
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hi everyone. I have reached a point in my life where I feel like it's time to leave. I have nothing left to live for and have made up my mind. I find comfort in all of you here who also share the same thoughts and are supportive of one another. I love you all for that. I have bought charcoal to use carbon monoxide as my method of suicide. I have also obtained 4 Xanax pills and alcohol to make sure I can sleep peacefully in my car. I drive a 350z so it's really small inside. Truth be told I am not so sure how to do this the right way. Do I leave the charcoal burning in the car and enter a half hour later? I've given this a lot of thought. For years. However I never thought I would succeed. I can't get my hands on fire arms so this is one of the only methods I could do and feel comfortable with. I love you all.