I'm moving the date up. I'll be going in a few weeks. I'm just ready. There's nothing for me here. I'm just going through the motions of life. The idea of having to do some menial job to feed myself and shelter myself just seems like a "nowhere" proposition. I gave this life everything I had. I'm so tired. The life I strove for is unattainable. The love I seek cannot be found. I cannot find meaning and purpose in my life anymore. I'm stiff and exhausted every day. I'm tired of feeling like I'm trouble for something all the time. I'll be ending it in my bedroom. I'm just so tired. After 42 years of dealing with my life, I am ready to see what's behind door number two. I just can't take it anymore. I want to see what's after this, even if it's nothing. I want to go. I want to go where I'm loved. I want to go where I won't love a woman who doesn't love me. Who'll never love me. I want all the childhood trauma and bad memories to end. I am getting everything ready. I'm making reservations for my last meal. I am so ready to go. I'm just so tired.
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Don't want to screw
Member
- Jul 9, 2023
- 36
You'll get where you want to be! I know how you feel. See you on the other side! I wish you a safe exit!
alonely
exists by being merely labeled
- Jul 1, 2023
- 470
Unattainable666
Enlightened
- Mar 31, 2023
- 1,346
OMG I feel as if I wrote this!!! You took the words right out of my mouth. I'm sorry you're suffering so. Life really sucks and it seems the harder you try the harder you fall.
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 47,250
I understand feeling so tired of everything, to me existing certainly is so dreadful, I hope that you eventually find the freedom you are searching for.I wish you all the best with your plan, have a peaceful journey and I hope you can find peace & freedom!Similar threads
