English_Rose

English_Rose

Luna-Nera
Feb 11, 2019
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Vaughn

Vaughn

Experienced
Feb 21, 2019
227
I guess - this will be a simple 'good-bye' wishing you the best -
 
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Heart Shards

The shards of my broken heart cut deep.
Feb 3, 2019
535
goodbye Laura-Jayne, maybe I'll see you on the other side sometime? I'm sorry your pain has became to much to bear. Hugs, Willow.
 
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Roberto

Wizard
Jan 19, 2019
684
A big hug. Find the peace you are seeking.
 
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Kikoo Loool

Kikoo Loool

Enlightened
Feb 25, 2019
1,128
Good luck, hugs and kiss, I hope your pain will cease.
 
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Macc Lad

Macc Lad

Specialist
Jan 22, 2019
300
good luck sweet xx
 
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Lara Francis

Lara Francis

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Jun 30, 2018
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I am not sure what your post said now its gone laura -jayne but i wish u peace and happiness.x
 
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First loss

First loss

Specialist
Jan 28, 2019
393
May you find peace.

Good bye.
 
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JustAboutDone

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Jan 1, 2019
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Hi @Nanami is there anyway of moving @Susan Caswell post and @brighter reply into a thread of her own? Sorry to ask, I'm not sure best way to explain xx and delete this after!
 
English_Rose

English_Rose

Luna-Nera
Feb 11, 2019
137
I'M ALIVE and decided to seek help..for now! Thank you for all your messages. I can't delete this thread...So I wanted to say I'm ok :D
 
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Lara Francis

Lara Francis

Enlightened
Jun 30, 2018
1,627
I'M ALIVE and decided to seek help..for now! Thank you for all your messages. I can't delete this thread...So I wanted to say I'm ok :D
Wishing you well laura-jayne.
Good luck on your recovery
 
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CameronCandie

CameronCandie

April-October
Feb 24, 2019
18
I'M ALIVE and decided to seek help..for now! Thank you for all your messages. I can't delete this thread...So I wanted to say I'm ok :D
im glad that you found help. Hope you recover well!
 
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Cookiedough8956

Wowzers
Feb 24, 2019
636
Well good for you :)
Hope it turns out well ! :)
 
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Cookiedough8956

Wowzers
Feb 24, 2019
636
And if "Cookiedough" says it - it is really from the heart and will come true !! :)

aw Vaugh :happy: <3, of course i mean it! sincere well wishes!
 
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Final_frontier

Student
Feb 23, 2019
156
I'M ALIVE and decided to seek help..for now! Thank you for all your messages. I can't delete this thread...So I wanted to say I'm ok :D
Do you suffer from extreme mood swings? Must be really hard.
 
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Kikoo Loool

Enlightened
Feb 25, 2019
1,128
I'M ALIVE and decided to seek help..for now! Thank you for all your messages. I can't delete this thread...So I wanted to say I'm ok :D
I'm happy to see that you know what you want.
 
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EvilForProfit

EvilForProfit

empty
Feb 27, 2019
31
Maybe I am biased from my experience (diagnosed BPD after one 15 minute session where I was crying because the love of my life had broken up with me MOMENTS before I walked into the appointment) but I think BPD is the most overdiagnosed/misdiagnosed mental illness ever. Anyone is capable of having it it seems. Mood swings are a natural part of life I'm sorry
 
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English_Rose

English_Rose

Luna-Nera
Feb 11, 2019
137
Do you suffer from extreme mood swings? Must be really hard.
I'm diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder Type One, Borderline Personality Disorder & Body Dysmorphia Syndrome. Hate it. The Borderline is the hardest of them all to deal with. But meds are slowly helping me.
 
English_Rose

English_Rose

Luna-Nera
Feb 11, 2019
137
Maybe I am biased from my experience (diagnosed BPD after one 15 minute session where I was crying because the love of my life had broken up with me MOMENTS before I walked into the appointment) but I think BPD is the most overdiagnosed/misdiagnosed mental illness ever. Anyone is capable of having it it seems. Mood swings are a natural part of life I'm sorry
I've Bipolar Disorder Type One, and Body Dysmorphia Syndrome along with BPD. I've been in and out of psych wards, and made lots of attempts and my Bipolar is no fun when miss my meds. I wish I was misdiagnosed, but I'm NOT and have to live with this for the rest of my life, it's a freak show and I'm pissed at it all. You'd ere lucky that you only had BPD to deal with, because it isn't nice having all these MH illnesses.
 
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EvilForProfit

EvilForProfit

empty
Feb 27, 2019
31
I've Bipolar Disorder Type One, and Body Dysmorphia Syndrome along with BPD. I've been in and out of psych wards, and made lots of attempts and my Bipolar is no fun when miss my meds. I wish I was misdiagnosed, but I'm NOT and have to live with this for the rest of my life, it's a freak show and I'm pissed at it all. You'd ere lucky that you only had BPD to deal with, because it isn't nice having all these MH illnesses.
I don't doubt it, I know it's a real thing I'm just saying it's misdiagnosed a lot. It's really not lucky to be misdiagnosed at all, the meds are not exactly clean even for those who need them, but imagine being treated with mind altering drugs for an illness you never had.. maybe others are lucky but my experience is far from lucky. I'm glad to at least hear the meds help some people, I truly am because they ruined me
 
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English_Rose

English_Rose

Luna-Nera
Feb 11, 2019
137
I don't doubt it, I know it's a real thing I'm just saying it's misdiagnosed a lot. It's really not lucky to be misdiagnosed at all, the meds are not exactly clean even for those who need them, but imagine being treated with mind altering drugs for an illness you never had.. maybe others are lucky but my experience is far from lucky. I'm glad to at least hear the meds help some people, I truly am because they ruined me
They probably ruined you because you didn't need them, but at least you can be free of them and carry on without them, id9 rather that, than needing to take them for the rest of my life, you say they ruined you, they do that to me too, but unfortunately I CAN'T live without them. And I hate that I need them. The drugs do mess you up, I'm living proof of that, but not taking them messes me up too. So I can't win. It's shit either way you look at it..
 
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Susan Caswell

Specialist
Feb 25, 2019
316
I'm sorry the burden you carried pushed you to this.
So am I its heart breaking especially when you were fit well healthy happy lovely life all I could want and cant stand a noise in own ears but its more than just a noise day in day out its dementing no let up cant sleep so tired
 
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