Im ready to go but i have to wait

[javie33]

Recently I've been really depressed im going through several episodes im the lowest I can be I really want to go now but I picked a date and I have shit to finish up like I have to get a haircut incase I survive bc I've survived 5+ attempts so Ik how this thing goes by now I also I have to write a note abt who gets my shit bc I don't want anyone too expect my friends can pick out things they want then bury the rest with me or throw it away idrc 3rd I really need to find the person to find me bc I don't want it to be my sister I also need to pack a bag incase I survive for the hospital bc my parents never bring the clothes I actually wear anyway I don't think I'll be able to do this things I really am ready now my date is 5/13/23 this month I'm really tired of waiting idk if I can I've already decided on it

 

[Letgo]

May you find peace and rest. Will be think8ng ofbyou.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best with your plans, I understand that it can certainly be tiring feeling trapped here in this cruel world.