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Araya
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- Mar 22, 2021
- 17
I'm living like I'm going to die but every time I plan to do it my SI is too strong. How am I meant to seem normal when I don't care about anything cause I think I'm going to die, given up on work and friends and family but still can't get the strength to do it. I hate who I am but I don't have the energy to change, I hate life and society, but I also can't kill myself. How do people get the courage? I'm depressed and anxious as fuck, I wanna escape myself and my head but it feels like I'm being forced to stay here to suffer by my own mind.