Method I’m ready. Found my jump spot. Can go in 2 weeks.

[mustangsally4ever]

I've finally found the jump spot. I feel relieved. No one has survived. It's over 850 feet into water. I'm thinking of going in about 2 weeks. I have benzos. I wonder how long I'll be in pain before I CTB when I hit the water, that is my last fear. Will the Adrenalin help with that or will I go pretty instantly? I haven't heard of a CTB by SaSu jumper, but I plan on being one. I know how to disassociate, and with the benzos and needing to act quickly so I'm not stopped, I hope will be enough to overcome SI.

 

[jbear824]

Jumping from 850ft will definitely be insta death on impact.

 

[ham and potatoes]

I've finally found the jump spot. I feel relieved. No one has survived. It's over 850 feet into water. I'm thinking of going in about 2 weeks. I have benzos. I wonder how long I'll be in pain before I CTB when I hit the water, that is my last fear. Will the Adrenalin help with that or will I go pretty instantly? I haven't heard of a CTB by SaSu jumper, but I plan on being one. I know how to disassociate, and with the benzos and needing to act quickly so I'm not stopped, I hope will be enough to overcome SI.

Where did you choose? I remember you asking a while back about the new rive gorge bridge, and that about the right height

 

[AkaRed]

I'm assuming the death will be relatively instantaneous. 850 ft is insanely high- wishing you the best.
I hope you find the peace you've been searching for.

<3

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best of luck in your plans and I hope that you eventually find the freedom you search for.

 

[Linda]

I've finally found the jump spot. I feel relieved. No one has survived. It's over 850 feet into water. I'm thinking of going in about 2 weeks. I have benzos. I wonder how long I'll be in pain before I CTB when I hit the water, that is my last fear. Will the Adrenalin help with that or will I go pretty instantly? I haven't heard of a CTB by SaSu jumper, but I plan on being one. I know how to disassociate, and with the benzos and needing to act quickly so I'm not stopped, I hope will be enough to overcome SI.

Have you visited it already, to see whether there are any barriers to jumping, or nets to catch you if you do jump? If there are, you would need to consider how to deal with them.

 

[mustangsally4ever]

Have you visited it already, to see whether there are any barriers to jumping, or nets to catch you if you do jump? If there are, you would need to consider how to deal with them.

There are no barriers or nets. I've studied others videos and pics and read about it. The rail should be relatively easy to get over too. I will just need to be quick once I get up on the railing so no one tries to stop me, but that is a good thing as there will be no time for hesitation.

 

[bluemoon96]

What made u choose this method over benzos ?

 

[mustangsally4ever]

What made u choose this method over benzos ?

Any CTB attempt with pills is not very reliable, plus I don't have that many benzes in the first place. I needed something that was as close to 100% guarantee of success as you can get. I don't know how to shoot firearms and I haven't been able to get SN so this is the next best thing.

 

[fleetingnight]

I'm sorry that it came to this, but I'm glad you've found a place to rest

 

[bluemoon96]

Any CTB attempt with pills is not very reliable, plus I don't have that many benzes in the first place. I needed something that was as close to 100% guarantee of success as you can get. I don't know how to shoot firearms and I haven't been able to get SN so this is the next best thing.

I understand . I wouldnt have the courage tho

 

[mustangsally4ever]

I understand . I wouldnt have the courage tho

The courage comes from knowing I will finally be out of pain and will not have to suffer another day.

 

[bluemoon96]

True

 

[theboy]

Peace

 

[Kusogaki]

sounds beautiful, will you be updating as you are there?

 

[mustangsally4ever]

sounds beautiful, will you be updating as you are there?

Thank you. Yes, I plan to.

 

[ham and potatoes]

There are no barriers or nets. I've studied others videos and pics and read about it. The rail should be relatively easy to get over too. I will just need to be quick once I get up on the railing so no one tries to stop me, but that is a good thing as there will be no time for hesitation.

Where did you choose if you don't mind my asking?