BitterlyAlive
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- Apr 8, 2020
- 1,635
My head is spinning, it's hard to type. Double vision, feel numb. Drank a bottle of wine in 10 minutes. About to start another.
I have SN in a cupboard where I can't reach it. If I want to hurt myself I have a razor blade, neosporin, saline, and bandages. Fuck it.
It took me a few minutes to type this out lol. I actually feel kind of relaxed now. Had an anxiety attack this morning tho.
*update: yeah I'm drunk. Can't walk. Everything is spinning. Mmm. Oh well.
I have SN in a cupboard where I can't reach it. If I want to hurt myself I have a razor blade, neosporin, saline, and bandages. Fuck it.
It took me a few minutes to type this out lol. I actually feel kind of relaxed now. Had an anxiety attack this morning tho.
*update: yeah I'm drunk. Can't walk. Everything is spinning. Mmm. Oh well.
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