I'm pretty sure I'm going to ctb soon...

[TheYounger]

So... I have to admit I'm pretty drunk rn. But I've done what i wanted to do on my last days on this planet. I just gotta go watch a movie with my mom and brother and my suicide checklist shall be complete.

 

[Bullit]

What movie?

 

[suicideseeker]

Why do you feel you have to die? Would there be any way you see yourself being happy instead?

 

[WornOutLife]

First of all, cheers!!

Secondly, sorry you're feeling like this, dear.

Whatever happens, wish you lots of love and peace!

Hugs,

Matt

 

[FuneralCry]

If this is the option you want, then I hope you find peace. Nobody deserves to suffer on this earth.

 

[TheYounger]

What movie?

Not sure yet. I think whatever is in theaters. It'll have to be a movie my brother will enjoy watching too. So, idk.

Why do you feel you have to die? Would there be any way you see yourself being happy instead?

I've been living with crippling depression for the past 3 years. For the past 3 years I haven't done anything with my life to move it forward. I genuinely feel like I'm in a mental cage. No matter how many therapists I see or much medication I take. Death will be the only way out for me.