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WAITING TO DIE

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Sep 30, 2023
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This is it : I've finally decided to do something that I've been thinking of doing for a long time now - I'm flying to Mexico to hunt down some N.
Ive sold a few things over the course of the last couple of weeks because I'm getting rid of everything before I ctb.
I was going to give the money away to people who really need it but I've changed my mind because N has always been my dream method and I have to try my best to find some if possible.
I'm leaving my phone behind and just travelling with cash so leaving no electronic footprints while in Tijuana.
If I'm lucky enough to find N , then I have a method of getting it back here so I can finally ctb in peace.
Goodbye for now my wonderful sasu family, I'll let you know what happened when I return.
Let the adventure begin.
 
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Lostman1029

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Oct 9, 2023
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God Speed ND!
 
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notahappygirl

Student
Jun 6, 2023
188
When are you planning to go ?
Just so you know there's shortage of N right now in Tijuana I went and was unlucky. As far as I know it's easier to find it OTC in Cusco but I wish you the best of luck.
 
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user56765567

In recovery and getting help
Oct 1, 2023
153
Good luck and I hope you have a safe journey to and from there.
 
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ForeverBroken

ForeverBroken

Memento mori
Jun 17, 2023
134
I wish you luck and be safe. Look forward into hearing how things went.
 
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warm dreams

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Nov 23, 2023
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Wish you luck! Hope everything goes well!
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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I wish you all the best with your plan, have a nice and safe journey wherever your way will lead you! Good luck!!
 
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tiger b

AI without the I
Oct 24, 2023
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That sounds awesome.

Safe travels, can't wait to hear how it goes
 
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LittleBlackCat

Specialist
Feb 6, 2020
329
Keep us updated? Good luck
 
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Yaffle

Life’s a bitch
Nov 9, 2023
397
This is it : I've finally decided to do something that I've been thinking of doing for a long time now - I'm flying to Mexico to hunt down some N.
Ive sold a few things over the course of the last couple of weeks because I'm getting rid of everything before I ctb.
I was going to give the money away to people who really need it but I've changed my mind because N has always been my dream method and I have to try my best to find some if possible.
I'm leaving my phone behind and just travelling with cash so leaving no electronic footprints while in Tijuana.
If I'm lucky enough to find N , then I have a method of getting it back here so I can finally ctb in peace.
Goodbye for now my wonderful sasu family, I'll let you know what happened when I return.
Let the adventure begin.
Wishing you safe travels and good luck in finding N. As you've probably seen yourself, some here have reported finding it in Peru too.

Sorry you'll be offline until you're home but fully respect you don't want to leave the digital breadcrumbs.

:heart:
 
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LeperGnome

Member
Nov 14, 2023
57
Safe travels, hope you get lucky!
 
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TooConscious

Enlightened
Sep 16, 2020
1,150
Take care, be safe
 
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BaloonGuy

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Nov 16, 2023
6
Hope you get what you need.
 
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loopdaloop

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Apr 16, 2023
323
Hopefully it'll go well, good luck
 
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LittleBlackCat

Specialist
Feb 6, 2020
329
You might have more luck in Lima or Cusco .. but still, i wish you luck

I'm considering this myself.
 
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Yaffle

Life’s a bitch
Nov 9, 2023
397
Wishing you safe travels and good luck in finding N. As you've probably seen yourself, some here have reported finding it in Peru too.

Sorry you'll be offline until you're home but fully respect you don't want to leave the digital breadcrumbs.

:heart:
Replying to myself here @Nembutal dreams but you do of course know this as I've just seen you liked a post where it's called "H" in Peru! :pfff:

Take care
 
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gbi2

Specialist
Jul 10, 2023
311
I hope you have a nice journey. Best of luck
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,865
I wish you the best of luck with your plans, to me those with access to Nembutal really are so fortunate.
 
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