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Die in my sleep
- May 5, 2019
- 46
I had a relapse 2 weeks ago, I'm struggling with addiction to multiple substances, the primary one is cannabis. I even wasn't active here because weed just make me sluggish, literally like a slug, addiction sucks, but in so happy that just for today I'm clean. Thanks to that I had a pretty much good and needed day after self isolating myself from the world. Life is still a bummer and I don't want to live like that, but I had a conversation with my therapist at the hospital today and I told her that being clean just for today gave me this feeling of Hope and clarity, feelings that I want to continue happening inside my dead brain. I don't know how many of you struggle with addiction or weed addiction at least, but I was clean before and I have a lot of friends that are clean for more extended time that I've ever reached. All I'm trying to say is that I truly thankful for the day I had, and for those of you that struggle with addiction, being clean is possible!
Much love to you all <3
EDIT:
wanted to mention that today is my 1 year anniversary of being "clean" from my most dangerous addiction, codependency. It's been a year since I cut contact with a person who made me what I am for the last 3 years, never thought I still be alive without her in my life, all the time with her everytime I would imagine about cbt was about her, ctb with her, or because of her. I'm pretty thankful that all of that is behind me
Much love to you all <3
EDIT:
wanted to mention that today is my 1 year anniversary of being "clean" from my most dangerous addiction, codependency. It's been a year since I cut contact with a person who made me what I am for the last 3 years, never thought I still be alive without her in my life, all the time with her everytime I would imagine about cbt was about her, ctb with her, or because of her. I'm pretty thankful that all of that is behind me
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