Im on a psych ward

[Shewaitsforme]

So yeah ive been sectioned again but i still very much want to die. They ask so many questions like im gonna wake up and suddenly want to live. There is nothing left for me out and i just want to be with my partner who died recently. Anyway its actually giving me time to think and ive found this site so bonus.

Im thinking benzos, ketamine and partial suspension, not sure on the doses tho. Its strange the only time i feel calm is when im thinking of my own death.

 

[StarDust]

I lost my husband and my child within a week of each other...I know the pain of wanting to leave; to silence the pain in your soul from the one(s) you miss....

I'm sorry for your loss and for you being here but you are welcome and we will listen.

I am here for the same as most, I am planning my own death while talking to people that understand me. This is place is great and offers loads of support.

So once again, WELCOME.

 

[MachineGunDani]

That's horrible (both of u) I can't imagine.

 

[Duqu]

How awful. I know it sounds trite (and I'm sure you've heard it a zillion times) but I am very sorry for your loss.

I am just curious :what country are you in and how do you plan to access ketamine? I"m in the US and I can't get ketamineprescribed (for chromic pain) to save my life (ha) much less IV infusions that are covered by insurance.

 

[SamK]

Again, i know this is typical but i'm so sorry for your loss, <3 sorry to hear you have been sectioned. As stardust mentioned, you are not alone

~Welcome~
Sam

 

[worldexploder]

I'm sorry about your loss. The white coats make money off our suffering and would lose it if PAS was legalized like it is in Switzerland. I don't see how anyone can "talk" me into thinking life is a positive thing. Oh an irresponsible 15 year old can impose life likckidy split!....but if that life becomes an adult and wants to end their imposition, people label them as "not having a sound mind". Gotta be crazy not to love life right? I swear content people can be tyrants.

People like us have to find our own way out without a comfort of having a professional assistance.

 

[Final Escape]

I lost my husband and my child within a week of each other...I know the pain of wanting to leave; to silence the pain in your soul from the one(s) you miss....

I'm sorry for your loss and for you being here but you are welcome and we will listen.

I am here for the same as most, I am planning my own death while talking to people that understand me. This is place is great and offers loads of support.

So once again, WELCOME.

Jeez that's pretty hardcore

 

[lv-gras]

I lost my husband and my child within a week of each other...I know the pain of wanting to leave; to silence the pain in your soul from the one(s) you miss....

I'm sorry for your loss and for you being here but you are welcome and we will listen.

I am here for the same as most, I am planning my own death while talking to people that understand me. This is place is great and offers loads of support.

So once again, WELCOME.

sorry for both your losses

 

[Shewaitsforme]

Im in the UK. Ketamine here is readily available due to its rising popularity as a party drug. Iys great to be able to talk with like-minded people on here. I know the doctors and nurses are just trying to help but i dont want help i just want to go